OMG I'm 19!!! My year of bumming it is FINALLY over!!! I has to grow up now! *runs to a corner to weep uncontrollably* There ares o many things I want to do/have to do that involves me growing up. I never thought going to college would be so darn hard--i mean...I'm afraid of failing at everything...

I really need to work on drawing much more but I hate scanning almost everything I draw its a nightmare for me...I really truly hope I get a Tablet this year, so I can draw draw draw! I really have to buckle down this year. I'm tired of asking everyone for every little thing. 'CAn you take me to blank, can I have some blank' Nu! No more! Must get a job, car, AND go to college...hopefully by the end of August please please please...I wanna be able to do fun things and be able to know that I can take care of myself.. Seriously trust me...If you're in the boat that I was in GET OUT OF IT NOW IT may seem fun to do absolutely nothing for a year but it doesn't...Nonono!

So anyway I wake up on my Birthday tooooo THUNDER! Possibly the coolest way to wake up on such a pivotal time in ones life... You're probably all like...What's tthe deal its just 19, but NO! If I don't start doing the thing s I said Prior I will lose my INSURANCE!!! /gasp I WILL become a bum! I can't have that happening! Ah, Xaldin, My muse...your element is at work and I thank you for the swift kick in the ass. Larxene deserves credit too. >.>